Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Liferuiner

Its Exactly 2:57 AM and I can't sleep. Something's bothering me and I've been sitting here trying to figure out what is but I can't seem to find out. I think I'm just going to lay in bed and pretend to sleep so maybe I'll trick myself into thinking I am, just like how I'm doing with tricking myself into thinking I'm perfectly fine.

Gah, what's wrong with me? Seriously.. Even I can honestly say I don't know what is but this feeling is the worst feeling I have ever felt.. And it's not going away..

Going back to it was probably the biggest mistake I could make. Now I feel like I have nothing left to do but that.
I don't want to talk to you because I wanna be happy or not because I want help or some kind of comforting words. I just want someone to understand me and listen..
Not tell me the same exact bullshit like everyone else.

They're just empty words with empty meanings.

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