Try

I feel dizzy and a little bit faded from earlier. I don't think I could feel any more empty than I do now, and if I could, please, let it come now.
I can't stand any more of this. Build me up and bring me down.

Nothing can really make this better. Im tired, I give up, I lost.
I'll just go to sleep, and pray to God I don't wake up. Maybe my dreams would be better than what my naked eye sees.

Just get me out of here.