Past

I've been hanging out with one of my old ex boyfriends lately. Well only twice but we've been talking alot. How did this happen? Especially after all thats happened between me n him in those 7 months. It all began when I saw my old bestfriend at church and for some reason I said hi. Because again, alot happened between me n her as well. Then she started crying so I left to buy a candle and came back. She was crying in my bestfriend's shirt and poor guy was just in the middle of an awkward situation. So I asked if we could just go back and shit and then she was crying in my shirt. So later into this reborn friendship I asked her if my ex ex hated me. Remember, this isn't a current ex or any guy that I had relations with, the one waaaay back when I started this blog. Anyways, she said all this stuff like no he doesn't and that I should just text him next time that I wanted to because it wouldn't do much harm. So I did, he said no and all this other stuff that really made me feel good about myself like really good. So now we're friends too. Back to the story, we've been texting alot and now I call him at night because I feel lonely and bored. Two days ago he came by and picked me up and we drove with an absoloute no sense of direction. Here let me paste my tumblr post about that day on here; Did you know today’s the first day of summer? Well I spent it with an exboyfriend surprisingly. He picked me up and we just drove. Where? We dont know we just kept driving and then eventually went to amerige. We talked at one of the tables then I kept touching everything in his car. Then we just drove again. This time we ended up at La mirada park. Walked around. Then messed around for a good 25 mins in his car. Then went to my neighborhood and laid in his car for 15 mins then left. And I jacked his hat ^^ Next time we’re eating lunch someplace good :] Good first day of summer I must say
Yup. that was the day, I had a picture of me wearing his hat but that's on my facebook so I'm not gonna repost that. Yesterday I was late on checking my texts and I guess he took me seriously when I said I was bored and to come get me because a couple misread texts and finally "I'm at the gate" He stopped by and I freaked out because I was at such a risk of getting caught. Not that there's nothing wrong with what I'm doing, he is just a friend but then again, I have filipino parents and fuck those rules like seriously. Anyways I chilled in his car for a bit then that was over and I left.
Todaaaay. He came and got me like usual and then we drove and drove and ended up in target and bringing up all this shit from the past. Then we passed sunnyhills and ended up in some random parkinglot because we had no idea where we were going. Then ended back up at la mirada park's parking lot and just listened to music there. The end. More to come though, bye friend.